single n available..but no sacrifices

i feel bored n i go for tagged.

everytime i wanted to + ppl..

like okay..r they single or in relationship..

bcuz i dun want to disturb the bf n gf k..im very peaceful..heh..

so, now, everywhere i go n c..everyone got a couple or smthng like dat..

n im like..okay single..cool..cool..

enjoyin it..nway..like zainur said..im single so enjoy it..or at least dat is what i remembered..

is it really necessary..to hev a partner..?

do u really enjoy dis partnership thngy..?

cuz for me..a lot of sacrifices n commitment to give..

n apparently..im not ready to it yet..

like i had a fight wif my fren cuz she's always hanging out wif her bf instead of me..

i mean like we're BFF k..
BEST FRIEND FOREVER!!

then i went n tink bout it..

am i jealous..? no..? yes..?

still i called her n said sorry..

since then, i began to understand this partnership thng..n well..its really..i mean sacrifices..

i dun tink i want to do any sacrifices yet..im 19 okay..

dis mayb looks like im really a self- centered person..but im savin up my sacrifices for something dat is more important in the future..

n dat is way better than having ur bf hanging around u for like 24/7!!