disspointed

ok. da amk result for dis sem.

drop dead.

but still 3.

dissapointed. cry n cry.

well i hev expectations k.

but why..?

my tutor asked me

"who did u mix with in this sem..?"

i said "em..everyone..?"

"no. there r specifically person dat u close with"

"idk. maera..?"

"why u can't influenece her but she influence u"

"idk. we only close in class."

the way she sid it make it sounds dat i hev chose wrong person to b fren with..?

im 19 n i can b frens wif whoever i want to.

she did not influence me.

i juz dun really like the subject for dis sem.

especially CN. n GIT.

nobody influencing anyone.

but i was really surprise to c dat i passed my cardiopulmonary subject.

wohoo..for the past year..other groups sucks at dis subject..but dis year..yeah..passed and happy with the only subject.

ouh n i cried lyke i hev never cried bfre in dis week.

n i thought im goin to breakdown.

pimples arising. result of stress..

i dun verbally say i am stress..cuz i dun want to say it.

even i dun say it..they can c from my pimples ryte..?

dat i am stress. n need a break. n sleep more. n exercise.

feel so weird dat didn't go for jog.

n for my frens, im sorry din hang out wif u guys lately.

bz sket.huh.

p/s: idk.how many donkeys days we didn't talk.