a phone call to remember

tonight i want to write about something dat happen to me.

i want to remember dis.

my best fren.

very common, yes.

but i still want to tell.

he called me.

yes its him.

long tyme we didn't catch up.

both trying to act as superman n woman.

said my voice was different.

said im jiwang.

i used to act tough n rough.

talked crap ol the time.

somehow tonyte he said i sound diff n asked if something wrong

to which i respond no.

he sick.

told me bout it.

maybe cuz he once said i will be his private nurse someday?

i asked whats wrong.

he told me everything bout the symptoms.

i wish i can tell, but i can't.

its P&C.

then i nagged to him

like i used to do.

he listens. quietly?

haa..dun noe..

i talk real fast. dun noe if he ever catch up?

a moment later.

i asked him

ur goin to france soon.

then he said.

will u come to the airport n send me?

i said..maybee..

cuz i really want to c u cry.

laughed n quickly said.

i will not cry, u idiot.

but after dis..i tink i myte cry..

we did lots of things.

juz come to tink bout it..

5 years..wow..

gonna come back n become a real man,huh?

probably im already married

but surprsingly he said..

no, u will not get married while im in france.

did he juz wished dat i will not get married?

then i said.

if im ever not gonna get marry..

its totally ur fault.

n ur gonna find me one.

calmly he said..

dats not what i meant.

from what i c..

u r a carreer woman.

u wont get marry dat early.

u hev a lot of thing to achieve ryte?

for once sec, i thought he was ryte.

for dat i trust him.

then he said.

y u never msg me

n ur using maxis..again.

i said

i thought the other day

u bought a purple cardigan for dis lady..wif me.

n u gave it to her.

she must hev like it for sure.

u promised to tell me bout dis lady.

but its a secret for sure.

a secret i hate.

so i assumed dat u got gf now.

dat i dun disturb someone when they r in a relationship.

its not a healthy relationship if we keep messaging..always.

then he goes..

u r a naive girl.

i didn't hev anythin to do wif her.

juz old fren. dat cares for another.

lyke i care for u.

i was perfectly sane when i heard it.

dat i couldnt say anythin.

but all of u should noe,

this is not a love story..

for sure.

its a story bout a fren who cares.