should have

should hev ignored u

should pretend i didn't know u

should hev ran away

should hev said im bz

should hev said all the bad things bout u

should said NO to everything

should never ask so much

should never ask when ur leaving....

cuz i know

u will answer me

and i be so excited

i want to do everything

wif you

cuz i know

myself

im weak

i could juz burst into tears

infront of you

n told u everything

and now

ur gone

n im still here.

"the past is weary and is long gone"