Pinjam meminjam

Hari ni off day aq..
statement harini ialah, jgn kacau aq. aq nk lepak2 je dlm bilik, tido, on9, study, kemas wardrobe..sume2 lah..yg penting xnk kua spend money.
y?
cuz im broke. really. oke mmg dlu kalau aq ckp aq da xde duit, xde sape nk cye kn...tp mmg btol weyyy..aq xde duit. aq tngh bertahan xblk umh, sbb sje nk test diri sndri..ssh nye hidup xde duit..(sje cri psal la hang ni..)
but its true.
cmni cite dia...
smlm g pasar malam kt kerinchi tu haa..
xde cash kt dlm wallet aq..(actually mmg kt acc pown skit je)
so, nk g atm kuar kn duit la...
tbe2 smpai je kt sne..

'this machine is temporarily out of service'

wtf??

ok. time tu mmg aq rse nk lri blk kolej, kurung diri dlm bilik..
tp nsb baek membe aq ckp "xpe, gne duit ktowg dulu.."
even aq btol2 ckp ngn diowg yg duit tambang pown aq xde sbb aq kua bwk atm card je..(bajet ade duit la..)
ok la..xpe..last je..pasni xnk meminjam da..nanti atm yg cm sial tu da elok..aq byr korg taw..

so da smpai tu mmg aq set dlm pale otak aq ni..aq nk mkn nasi lemak ayam..da lme aq xmkn nasi lemak kot...dan memang tu je yg aq beli..diowg yg bayar kn..rase bersalah la..xsuke..xsuke..
and of course la..diowg hanya mampu tersenyum je..

nk taw xsbb ape kalau aq xde duit aq xnk kua..even org nk blanje..

1. aq xske pnjm2..duit ke, barang2 ke..yes..im a freak. aq ade sume brng2 dgn lengkapnye..so aq xperlu pnjm kt org laen..sbb..nth aq xselesa gne brng org laen..

2. rase bersalah ble pnjm ngn kawan2. kalau diowg blnje lg la aq segan..

3. biase nye aq dapat beli, so wtpe nk pnjm kn..kalau desperate pnjm..aq akan ckp sori kt dia sepanjang hari..it kinda annoying ryte?

yes i know, nmpk cm gedik, ngade, perasan anak org kaye la..bla bla..
fine. deal with it. aq xsusa kn hidup ko pown.

actually mse aq kecik, kalau aq nk pape..juz ckp je ngn parents aq..nt diowg beli kan. so wtpe nk pnjm kn..mmg aq da ade. my parents take care of me very well ;)
i was taught not to borrow people things too often. mne la aq taw kn, ade org suke sgt pnjm meminjam..pastu ble da pnjm, rosak plak..
aq mmg nanges weyh..sbb brng tu ayah yg beli kn..bg org pnjm je da rosak :(
even bnd tu simple, murah, sng dapat..tp kn tu ayah yg belikan..kne la jge elok2..
mmg aq sng dapat ape yg aq nak..dlu mmg aq spoiled. sume org ckp en..
tp bile org belikan utk aq something, aq jge elok2 taw ;)
kdg2, smpai xgune..sbb sayaaanggg sgt..
thanx dad and mom!
ur the best!!

ps: when i aim on it, i want it, i will get it by all means..