i wanna tell u

i tink i like u

but i dun noe

its not certain

and im afraid.

i cried over blue people.

there are some stories dat just make u cried.

n guess what dis movie made me cry.

but i tink its better for him to be avatar, cuz he can do so much with his legs..

he can climb, walk, run ride..pretty much everything.

not to worry tho..

i always cry when im watching movies

like anis said "movie mane kau tgk tak nangis, tina?"

anyway, blue people are amazing!

and i want to ride ikran. and the forest is awesome!! jakun people like me shud live there..hehe..

if u hev one just let me noe k.

but wait, avatar is like not the movie dat people are talking bout it now ryte, so y am i telling dis?

it is because last time when my family watched it in cinema, i couldn't join them cuz im working..sad..

da ketinggalan lahh..so not up- to- date..

hee~

p/s: yes i cried over movies everytime..because im a bit foolish..

hair..long or short?

no more sad post..*cross fingers*

hehe..im in dilema.
like dis..
every morning..
i hev to choose. what i want to wear. dis shirt goes with what pants.
n so on..
ok then face. fine. i put toner n everything..no i do not wear make up to class..duhhh...
then while waiting for my hair to dry up. i do not use hair dryer, to dry my hair..urghh..not gud for ur hair..
i make myself breakfast. quacker oats. if not..haishh..30 minutes in class...i'll be drooling..
like anis said" tina, can't live without breakfast.."

here it goes..
my hair..ok its not dat long neither short.
its middle long..
i dunno how to style it..
yes dats true..lets say..i dun keep my hair dat long..long..
i used to cut if i can't stand wif it..
so my hair is always short..but not too short..

i don't like to tie my hair..
i love it when it sways or when i flip my hair..
hahaha..
i only tie if its really bothering me or so..

n the fringe..urghh..
i juz cliped it..totally mess my hair..hahaaa

my intention is..want to keep my hair as long as i can..
i want to challenge myself..chaiyok2!!

fighting!!
^_^

should have

should hev ignored u

should pretend i didn't know u

should hev ran away

should hev said im bz

should hev said all the bad things bout u

should said NO to everything

should never ask so much

should never ask when ur leaving....

cuz i know

u will answer me

and i be so excited

i want to do everything

wif you

cuz i know

myself

im weak

i could juz burst into tears

infront of you

n told u everything

and now

ur gone

n im still here.

"the past is weary and is long gone"

long gone

i have a friend.
best friend.
its only been a day, but i tink i miss him.
he went to france.
further of what he wanna be.
an engineer.
gosh, i hope he succeed.

but when i go home dis weekend
im thinking,
what should i do?
besides than be wif my family.

we usually go out
watch movies, eat n talked crap.
we never really fancy each other.
cuz i really love the friendship
that we had
i couldn't move on.
dis friendship might break.
n so my heart.

everytime
i tink of doin something
i always tell myself,
dis guy wif me
already got gf, n they love each other.
dun be a bitch and make them fight.
cuz if i only tink bout myself,
i already be one.

but when i heard
dat ur gf
can't come
to send u
and come to the party
i feel quite sad n mad

then as ur best friend
i stepped in
n came
i tink its a sad thing if someone we love
couldn't make it to such an important event in life
well ur the gf, dun u feel bad?
u can't come to ur own bf farewell party
and u can't send him to the airport.

as his friend
i do feel sad for him
u can totally see it from his eyes

i noe he's sweet
came to visit u
n hang out u
cuz he loves u

i heard his problems
all dis long
n if u ever break up wif him
over some stupid thing
well
ur juz gonna hev to deal wif me

cuz he's such a nice guy
n a freak. so leave my freaking friend if u dun love him.

oh dis is what we did. everything is last:
1. watched iron man 2
2. subway + big apple
3. bought u a gift
4. msg wif u
5. lunch together
6. smack u
7. aegyo thing
8. airport thing

but we never really said goodbyes.
i hate goodbyes. since then, the only thing we ever said was "later"
or worse, "im hanging up".

my last msg, n damn i forgot to say take care.
"forget me, dun stalk me, dun call me, dun msg me. juz focus k. i'll be the last."

people would say im pretty weird.
but i rarely say goodbyes n everything good doesnt come with it.
so juz dun remember me.
safe journey.

be a man after 3 years. or tony stark by any chance?
i can be..ummm..natalie? pepper?
haha..
pls be the same guy for me.
i need that.
thank u.