Tuesday, April 28, 2009

single n available..but no sacrifices

i feel bored n i go for tagged.
everytime i wanted to + ppl..
like okay..r they single or in relationship..
bcuz i dun want to disturb the bf n gf k..im very peaceful..heh..
so, now, everywhere i go n c..everyone got a couple or smthng like dat..
n im like..okay single..cool..cool..
enjoyin it..nway..like zainur said..im single so enjoy it..or at least dat is what i remembered..

is it really necessary..to hev a partner..?
do u really enjoy dis partnership thngy..?
cuz for me..a lot of sacrifices n commitment to give..
n apparently..im not ready to it yet..
like i had a fight wif my fren cuz she's always hanging out wif her bf instead of me..
i mean like we're BFF k..
BEST FRIEND FOREVER!!
then i went n tink bout it..
am i jealous..? no..? yes..?
still i called her n said sorry..

since then, i began to understand this partnership thng..n well..its really..i mean sacrifices..
i dun tink i want to do any sacrifices yet..im 19 okay..
dis mayb looks like im really a self- centered person..but im savin up my sacrifices for something dat is more important in the future..
n dat is way better than having ur bf hanging around u for like 24/7!!

Monday, April 27, 2009

love ur body people!!


so juz now my family n i went to jusco balakong here..
want to buy somethng dat is really important to me!!
my nurse's watch!!
n xde plak kt situ..
but my dad said lets go n eat pizza!!
we always go to pizza hut n hev our super supreme there..
it juz a nice normal family day eating out..
so bla2..talking bout my mom asked my sis to jadi gemok sket..hehe..
bla2..bla2...

then i asked my mom..
"ma, nk ape for mother's day..?"
"belikn perfume from body shop.."
"ouh xpyh la..mama ade bnyk perfume kn..belikn mama golf set lah.."
"nk wt pe..?"
"men golf kot..simpan ke.."
"kih..kih.."
my mom then laughs..

lpas da mkn..g la gk body shop tue..
wat kecoh jp kt sne.."kak, yg ne satu the latest one..?"
"ouh, wild cherry is the latest one.."
"show me"
try 10 kali..
beli gk..wild cherry body lotion..
n its my turn..japanese cherry blossoms body lotion..hahaaa..
bought one for myself..no sharing2 k.
my dad bought..body brush..

pay time..
i wanted to pay but..
my dad said..dun waste ur money on smthg like dis..i'll pay for u..
ouh okay..my pleasure..hihihi...
then dat akak..said i can be member..
erm..okay lah kot..
ahaha..my mom was happy..my dad was worry bout me being a shopaholic..
me happy cuz i hev such a great parents..
da smpai umh..my mom kissed me n said thanks dear..what do u want for ur b'day..?
n i said the entire store of body shop!!
my mom was like..yeah ryte!!
hahhaa..

should've tried harder


Some think that they deserve more

Give a little like it's become a chore

Don't demand things or walk yourself out the door

I fell flat on my face too many times

Left with nothing but some cheap perfume

Now you cry, now you need me

Now that perfume's not cheap

But I told you...


If you wanted to be my only one

If you wanted to see this happen

Maybe you, you should've tried harder

If you thought I would leap into your arms everytime I would see your face

Then maybe you, you should've tried harder

Go on, prove it, I'd love to see you try

Convince me that you gave me the world

I tried and tried but you never opened your eyes

You stand tall like you've won some kind of award

But really I've never seen someone so short or taller

If you gave me some more

But I told you...


If you wanted to be my only one

If you wanted to see this happen

Maybe you, you should've tried harder

If you thought I would leap into your arms everytime I would see your face

Then maybe you, you should've tried harder

Some think that they deserve more

Give a little bit


If you wanted to be my only one

If you wanted to see this happen

Maybe you, you should've tried harder

If you thought I would leap into your arms everytime I would see your face

Then maybe you should've tried harder.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

pity him

so i took dis quiz in facebook..
it called 'where will u meet ur mr. right..?'
n i will meet my mr right..guess where..?
at my college..!!
n i was like..ouh okay..
but wait..
my college is like all- girls!!!
how on earth am i going to find one..?
or even see one..?
bullshit ok..
hee...
not goin to find one..
dun feel like it anyway..
n besides..im in dis single-mingle club..
trying to focus on work n study actually..
im juz thinkin whoever got to b my bf..is not lucky at ol..
cuz im darn busy..if he is busy too then its ok..but lets say if im the one who busy all the time n he's not..im sure he will like thinkin im very boring n workaholic..?
so dat is y im not goin to hev a bf now..cuz really what a pity..
well if he got a car..then he can come n give me a ride..ryte..?
n i would really love him if he can do dat..juz for me..hahaaaa..
updating soon
xoxo..

Friday, April 17, 2009

the tough way i learned

juz came back from work.
hehe..
i learned somethng today..
signs r not easy to get..u hev to struggle to get it..
no, actually today i hev to get some procedures done before i can get dat sign..
even worse i didnt think i want dat sign at first until my fren told me " y dun u try, tina..?
she mean go try asked for a supervision. then i thnk bout it n said dis is my chance..(i never realize any chances..)
so i asked my CN n she said "YES"
im glad but later on she asked me some question which i can answer..n im nodding ol the time..hehe..
at last she signed my book..yeah!
nway..now im suffering from muscles cramps..yikes!!
adoiii..
played to much..

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

what a day

so like wth..?
yesterday i send my mom..no no actually it's my dad who send hehe..i juz drove the car later on..
ouh lupe plak anta g mne en..? anta my mom g hosp...she need to do an operation...
nway..lepak2 kt hosp..tetibe dpt fon call from bel chan..she's one of my roomate. thanx bel..
uh-uh-uh..a call from college is not gud..
she said to me dat jenu asked her to go n asked me if i want to do my RA assgnment tmrw..?
i was like..noooooooooo..i dun want to do tmrw..
juz imagine..its my day off n tmrw i hev to work noon shft..n the RA thng hev to do in the morn..
its like workin double shft yaw..!!
noooooo way..
ouh RA is one of the assgnment is this sem whch u hev to choose a patient or the tutor choose for u..watsoever..
and u hev to interview n asked many kind of sort questions..
and u hev to do a nursing intervention after dat..
and the problem is for me lah..is dat intervention part..cuz i tink i can handle the talking part..
&& my tutor is like...idk her..i never work with her before..and she's totally bz..
ouh n as soon as i heard about the RA i feel nauseated...i want to vomit lah...
u noe if im anxious or nervous bout smthng im intend to feel nauseated or loya2 then i feel like fainting..n ol the drama queen thng..
haaahaaa..betul wey..suddenly s.o.b ke..or rse nk muntah ke..u noe thngs like dat..
n i thought i might collapse at my wedding day..hahhaaa..bcuz of nervousness...
ok if i ever ger married lah...
will update more..xoxo..