how can a 10 go for a 5?

yesterday was a great ladies day out wif CN aishah, another staff from HDU can't remember name, sorry.. and the rest so called ladies...haha..anis, rara, didi n myself.

we lepak at sunway and celebrate our CN birthday!! yeay!! i love throwing birthday celebrations..no matter its a party or juz small wif close frens who cares, its still meaningful.

anyway..we had our early dinner at ayam penyet.

sedapppp..yummy!! n thanx to the staff there which kinda help us bringing the cake and berkomplot wif us...hehe..

so later on, we watched

dis movie

really

interesting

and

i loike!! again...haishhh

she's out of my league!!

ok. in my case not she lahhh okayy..

its bout dis guy, major loser..n rated as 5. he worked at the airport. as a security i guess..

then there's dis gurl..drop dead gorgeous rated 10..hard 10. well how they met?

the usual thing i lost my iphone and it happened to be dat guy who found it and they started to meet up later and date and kinda..more than dat after then..

u so its all about how 5..goin to jump to almost 10..and its kinda wrong when u take 2 point jump forward..

in other words..how loser make himself better(physically)..n cooler and less goofy. but in the same time not makin him look like a brat. or jerk.

but i hev to agree..man, u out of shape. skinny. ewww..go for gym and build those muscle!!

ps: seriously dat guy in the poster looks goofy. but cute (?)

IHYSM

i wish i never know u

if u wanted to say "u dun understand me"

yes i say "i dun understand u"

at all.

u doin me a great favor

by leaving here

n go to france.

IHYSM.

bcuz u simply delete the post i posted on ur wall

n u ask me to remove all stupid pics we took.

if u ever come back after 3 years

just watever ur thinkin of doin

pls drop the thought.

those word i wrote in capital letters

meant everything.

i dun understand u

ur course

ur frens

ur roomates

ur france

n most of all

what u hev done

to our friendship.

n i can say dis now

i dun care anymore.

ps: writing letter is not fun if it all lies u writes to me. n i dun understand all ur probs cuz ur gf was there to solve it for u. its not me. n i dun want to.

kurang puas hati

ahhh
xkire nk write jgk
dah xtertahan terbuku di hati ni.
aq benci kt mne aq dihantar posting skg ni
mmg aq xske n xminat nk blaja sgt la psal bnd ni
staff pown cm ape je
da la malay..pls jgn berlagak sgt k
awk bkn org didikan dr kolej sy
so awk xphm.
nk je aq ckp kt dia cmni
"staff taw x, sblm batch sy dtg sini..diowg sume ckp staff baik sgt2..tp skg..huh!"
mmg btol pown pe yg aq tgk.
bkn nk buruk kn org tp
taw la awk tu pndai, ade degree kot
tp jgn la cmtu.
korg xcye, aq ngh pgg notes ni..ngh study kot.
tp mengantuk. mmg kurg minat.

k la cite pnjg pown xgne. tunggu je la..
mood bengang ni.

sepasang mata yg menawan hati anda ;)

rase mate korg cantek x?

nk join ini contest?

hoho..silakan..

sila klik ----> mate sy cantek!!

opppss..sy join sje2 jea...

atas permintaan kwn baik sy..sue edan.

xsalah kan kalau kite mencube?

hehe..

bak kate BFF sy "mate u sparkling, darling!!"

eh..its rhymes plak en..;)

last but not least i tag u dear ;)

http://chudsham.blogspot.com/

http://fakehappysmile.blogspot.com/

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belajarlah untuk cinta
dicinta byk anugerah
jgn bekukan hati...
walau cinta misteri..

"for my heart was stolen by another"
i shud hev known.
i was stupid.

there is no plan B!!

last night watched the A team!!

i love bradley cooper!!

love a lot.

the muvi was awesome!!

action all the way till finished.

mmg xngantok punye la..

murdock mmg la klaka jea..

B.A mohawk

"face" is the charm

and hannibal..ur the man!!

haihh..i noe my review mmg sux en..sume muvi best.

mne yg ta best.

tp mmg best nk wt cne..

spe soh tgk cite ta best..hahaha..

muvi ni my mom yg recommend tgk..so ktowg layan je la..

next up..toy story 3!!

saya takut :(

emm
sy bru blk klinik
sbb g check psal mslh kulit sy ni
da lme da sy mengidap penyakit ni
eczema. tp mild jea..
tu la diagnosis doc.

g amk injection gk td.
2 kali da..
oh ye..eczema ni korg google la sndri..
nk explain pown cm xbest jea..
dlu adik sy ade pnykt ni
tp time dia kecik, sy plak dpt time da bsr pnjg ni..
n ofkos la
sy xboleh panas2, berpeluh2 ni..
habuk debu..sebarang je mkn..xbole sume tu
seafood xley, telur xley..ayam pown kdg2 je..
sabun pown kne hypoallergrnic like, johnsons & johnsons
mcm2 la xley.

tp en..sy terkejut bile doc nk amk blood test
i mean like, ala doc..xyh la kot
gatal2 ni biase jea lah..amk injection mkn ubat..elok la tu..
tp doc nk amk gk..
sbb dia nk rule out
disease ni
thalasemia
hemophilia
liver function test pown menunjukkan manifestasi cm sy ni..
takot la..
kalau xtaw gk..korg google la lg ek..

lg satu..sbb blood sy lmbt clot..
kalau bleeding lmbt gk..then kalau ade lebam mmg la..2-3 hari bru hilang lebam tu..
so sy bgtaw doc, disease ni sume keturunan..
parents sy sume xde doc..
doc ckp. cells bole mutate bile2 jea..
lg skali terkejut gk..bile doc tnye..
dlu injection ade lebam x?
sy ckp..ade..besar gk la..
tp sakit skit je..kire bearable...dats y sy xwt pape..
dlu dia inject kt deltoid muscles..tp td kt gluteal muscles..
so dia soh tgk2..kot2 lebam lg..

ok lah..kire kesimpulan dia..sy takut.
tngu blood test next week ade appoinment lg..
harap2 xde pape lah ye..
insyaallah..

meh la taw skit2 psal aq ;)

eh cmbest jea..nk try lahhh..

Berapakah umur awak pada hari ini ?
19 tahun 1/2

Selalu tak buat majlis hari jadi dan jemput kawan2 ?
dulu ade la gak tyme kecik tp celebrate ngn family jea la..

awak suke membeli belah?
teramat lah suke!!

awak selalu membeli barang berjenama atau tidak?
jenama cmne ek? kalau LV sume tu..sah2 la aq xmampu..

adakah awak seorang yang menjaga kecantikan wajah?
yes. ofkos.

apakah jenama produk kecantikan yg anda pakai sekarang?
facial wash from clearasil, scrub from st.ives and freeman..apricot taw ;) toner and moisturizer from clearasil as well..night and day cream from garnier..mask from garnier..haha..amek ko..byk gk..sbb kulit aq combination la jd cmni..kne ikut condition..

jenama tuala wanita yang awak guna?
sy suke berINTIMATE =p

apakah barang yg awak suke kumpul?
sy bkn seorang pengumpul sbnrnye tp *tgk sekeliling* cm bilik ni penuh ngn beg aq jea...ini adalah sesuatu yg sy bru sedar..suke kumpul BEG lah..ape2 je..beg shopping yg cantek2 tu nk!!

adakah awak mempunyai komputer riba sendiri?
skema ek awak ni..komputer riba ;) hehe...ade2.

kalau ada, jenama apa?
DELL inspiron

nama komputer riba awak?
lappy!

mengikut perkembangan terkini, apakah jenis telefon bimbit dan komputer riba yang terbaru dan andai kata awak mempunyai wang sendiri, apakah pilihan anda tentang dua barangan di atas?
emmm..nk iphone 4 bole..k fine..nk xperia. tp sy syg giler kt corby kaler pink sy skg ni..;) laptop nk sony vaio yg kaler pink!!

adakah anda seorang penyabar untuk menjawab soalan berikutnya?
yep.

awak seorang yang berkeyakinan terhadap diri sendiri atau orang lain?
mestilah diri sendiri.

adakah awak pernah bekerja?
yep. sy teramat lah suke ngn job sy dulu..cikgu tadika..kiut en?

andai kate awak mempunyai pilihan untuk memilih kerjaya lain, apakah kerjaya yg awak akan pilih?
lecturer. ni mmg hobi. bg lecture..haha...

waktu lapang, kemanakah tempat yg awak akan tuju?
lake valley. jogging..hyaahh..or shopping mall la..

buku apa yg awak suka baca?
komik. ngn novel from cecelia ahern.

makanan atau minuman yg awak alah?
seafood (ni bru taw je), minuman xde..tp xske carbonated drinks..xelok lahhh..

andai kata awak ingin menjadi super hero, karakter mana yang awak akan pilih?
catwoman!! meoowwwww..

dalam lingkungan 100%, agihkan mood awak dalam peratus tersebut.
50% kemalasan. 20% mengantuk. 30% miss family and frens!!

antara kaya ngn miskin mana lebih selesa bg awak?
modesty. i loike!

idaman hati?
nissan skyline. fairlady. mini cooper. byk en?

soalan terakhir. luahkan apa yang terbuku difikiran awak tentang hidup. kalau diberi pilihan apa yang awak ingin buat dan ubah tentang hidup?
saya nk satu time machine. nk balik jd 17 tanpa menduduki spm. stay kt ert ngn membe ert. nk naik time machine g france melawat best fren kt sne..ta pe dia lmbt lg blk..
nak super power cm jumper tu..lg2..oh ye..nk bgtaw kt sorg tu..sy suke kt dia la..;) bole ke x?

saya nak soalan ni di beri kepada
anyone who bored ;)

y tina?

i can't express it so..
again the lyrics will do..

down with the memory lane- the moffatts

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

[Chorus:]
I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
[Chorus]

ps: replace that girl to guy

Secrets

i need another story

something to get off my chest

my life kinda boring

need something that i can confess

'till all my sleeves are stained red

from all the truth that i've said

come by it honestly i swear

thought you saw me wink, no

i've been on the brink, so

tell me what you want to hear
something that were like those years
im sick of all the insincere
so im gonna give all my secrets away

this time
don't nees another perfect line
don't care if critics ever jump in line
im gonna give all my secrets away

my gosh
amazing that we got this far
its like we're chasing all those stars
who's driving shiny big black cars

and everyday i see the news, all the problems that we could solve
and when a situation rises, just write it into an album
seen it straight to go
i don't really like my flow. no so

repeat cho

oh got no reason got no shame
got no family i can blame
just don't let mr dissapear
imma tell you everything

so tell me what you want to hear
something that were like those years
im sick of all the insincere
so im gonna give all my secrets away

this time
don't need another perfect line
don't care if critics ever jump in line
im gonna give all my secrets away

signature yg precious- nak jugak

Arini best sbb ape?
bkn birthday aq
tp sbb ape yg aq nk akhirnya dapat
finalllyyy..

ape yg aq da dapat?
ala ade la
procedure aq yg melambak ni
da dapat
tp xde la sume
initiative itu penting ye..

mmg ko la datyn
xde bnd datang bergolek oiiiii....
p cri sendiri
tebalkn muke
wt bodo je
mmg la tp nk wt cne en?
terpakse..tp berbaloi sume ni..
dapat gk sign..esok la..hhaa
dia nk tnye soklan dlu..ha..igt senang2 je..soklan agk ssh..
tp hopefully not la ek..

doakan sy dapat sign yg precious tu taw ;)

kemalasan

Haihhh
aq penat la weyyyy
cri procedure (sbnrnye xde la mencari sgt, harap dtg bergolek je)
ceit pemalas ko datyn
kate datyn. ape kne wt keje. haha..
td tngu cm ape je
kn aq da ckp aq benci tngu
tp yg ni terpakse kalo xrugi r
esok aq da xboleh nk tido2 ptng da
aq keje yg xbrape bz cuz tmpt yg aq posting ni keje dia agk senang (agk la)
so ptng esk kne g tebal kn muke (ni plng xske)
g ward tnye procedures
haihhh...mengeluh je ko datyn
yela aq kn malas, blaja bce buku nk la
practical ni liat sket

oh aq rindu on block (study week la)
blh meronggeng
haha
ade fixed time
senang aq nk arrange ape2 (bz sgt la konon)
tp time exam, mke ketat je
nk kate tension, aq fb je
rilek je..haha..apedehal?
result kuar jgn nanges da la.
ko xdpt 3 pointer keatas aq bunuh ko!! igt tu datyn!
every sem pown komen sme
"play and talk a lot"
choose ur frens wisely itu kate dia
tp ahhhh..wt bodo je.

nk graduate da next year
tp xde muke nurse pown
hahaa
aq xnmpk la..
mama nmpk kot
yela aq asyik bising je kalo adik2 aq sakit ke ape
"g jmp doctor, mkn ubat jgn lupe..bla bla bla.."
tp mama lg hebat
sume pown taw, penat je aq story..
hehe..

anyway..kemalasan ni harus dihapuskan segera.
pls la.
kesimpulan: ko kne tebalkan muke k.

J&J = awesome kung fu show

Rushing today

want to watch karate kid @ 1530

i finished work @ 1430

my dad drive quite fast..hmm

not bad

lmbt sket r..

nway movie tu mmg inspiring!!

rse cm nk anta ank aq g karate plak nt

haha

yela aq ni da tua ne nk men karate2 ni

soundtrack pown best

alaaa..aq kalau review movie sume pown best..

haha..tp mmg best nk wt cne kn..

tp yg plng klaka time jacket tu

mr Han: pick up ur jacket

Xiao Dre: oh ok

mr Han: hang it

mr Han: put it on

mr Han: take it off

mr Han: drop it

mr Han: pick it up again

mr Han: put it on

Xiao Dre: but i already just...

mr Han: just put it on.

my mom version

mama: adik, lipat selimut!

mama: bukak balik

mama: lipat balik semula

mama: sidai selimut

mama: lipat

mama: bukak balik

adik: grrrr...bpe kali daaaa...

me: hahhaa..padan muke ko..pemalas sgt.

yahhhh..go kung fu!! jia you!!

hebat gk anak will smith nih..congrats!!

"tunjuk ajar ku sifu!!"

first lesson: blaja gantung jacket.

oh, why?

He delete his fb
for some reason
or rather he said
"mls la men mende tu"
which i guess dats not what exactly he means
cuz he wouldn't simply want
or hev the heart
to delete the acc and his frens as well
cuz he is miles away
or once i remember he said
"i dun want to lose my frens"
juz so u noe
i dun hev skpe or neither do i skyping.
n the time diff is killin me.
pls do somethn about it.
no not the time.
our friendship.
i cherish u n our freakin momento.

the day

These few days had been
rushing
but for some reason
i tink i shud not
but if i stay still n be calm
things will never finish
n i will still be enjoying
watching
wtever movies n dramas
i hev in my drawer


and for my enthusiasm
n so friendly
wt-so-ever
character i hev shown
i hev choosen to be a leader
for my presentation
means= ordering people around wif guilty pleasure in ur mind

i didn't hangout wif my college frens here so often now
since we are posting
but i do hangout wif my BFF
whenever i got back home
n dat means spending money
n the state will go like "im broke"
while carrying shopping bags n trying new shoes

but the most
fun thing is when doing something wif ur family
u dun hev to pay anything
even the parking
haha
they will say, "nah, its ok ur still studying.."
n i will go like "ohhhh..cool..!!"
or my family usually ask me to join them watch new movie
n the ticket is ready. since we just watch nearby
so they booked it. n we dun like to queue..

heh..

so, my point is..
i can't wait to go back dis saturday!!
lepak wif my family
n my cousin engagement
its been a long time we didn't hang out together2!!

<3

LG and Alejandro

Alejandro

ale..ale...alejandro..

dun call my name..alejandro

creepy music video
im speechless
n i dun get the motive of the video.
creepy...creepy


im afraid to watch the vid again actually
so dun make me
its so..creepy.

bye ALEJANDRO!!

Damansara, Tesco dan tol

Sunday.

so freakin effin daym tired

but fun

hella fun

wif crazies like u guys

i never bored

never

even tired

BIJOU BAZAAR- the destination.

im juz sick and tired of damansara

y?

1. thousands of u turn until de gps went nuts

2. penchala link tol..ergghh..culdn't get any expensive

3. tesco. paid rm8 for parking when actually the exit is "free". the what we called dat, penghalang ala..at the tol2 usually got..ha..like dat la..is spoiled. so, actually tak yah bayar pown xpe..what we do? the F word along de way has been said

4. we look like some what like travellers..looking for this new kind of thing called 'SOLARIS'

yeah bebeh..u never believe it how many buildings named solaris hev we met along the way..okay fine only 2. but soho skali pown join..haha

like azza said, "how many solaris daaa..."

oh yeah, the solaris we were lookin for is called SOLARIS DUTAMAS

juz check the event lah..

then we arrived at the building..

fine. it looks empty.

not many cars. maybe people walk dis days.

but it really look EMPTEHHHHHHHH

i can even hear echoes

in fact. they've been doing some renovations.

so we decided (still not give up)

to check it out first.

still. EMPTEHHHHHHH

those weird restaurant and cafe ade lahhhh =p

ask people around, they said

"bijou bazaar? xdgr pown..slalu kalau ade event or what they all akan kasi flyers"

hmmphhh...

mmg la..siott..F word lg kuar after dat..mmg byk dosa aritu.

da plan nk maki hamun dlm fb nt.

its all bluff, fake2..uisshhhh.

iez jgk yg remain cool tp dia penat tu..

dats y agak diam je kot.

so kitowg cri la tmpt lepak2

juz hang out and chill kt the curve

ade street market

better than nothn lah kn ;)

then lunch kt garden

the place is beautiful.

gorgeous

nway, juz enjoy the pic la ye..ahaaa

on the way back.

we sing a song

ok la juz me and azza yg memekak dlm kete

sing this song 'i'll be ur greatest fan"

by goo goo dolls

classic ryte..i loike2!!

sing punye syok2

until reach dis tol..

the chorus part came like dis

and i ll be ur crying shoulder

i'll be love suicide

and i'll be better when im older

i'll be the greates fan of ur lifeeeeeeeeeee.........

*take note at the last part*

smpai kt tol, "no,not u...."

hahaahhaaaaaa

some more dat one is a guy u noe..

malu jgk...tp wt bodo je..

nth2 dia xdgr pape..

but dia cm respond smthn je..

bcuz me and azza ngh gelak2..xdgr ape dia ckp kot.

nway..thanx to azza, zarith and iez for wonderful weekend.

oh last skali xjd maki hamun cuz i dun hev eyes to see

the date is 12 june!!

so its dis week

not last week!!

bodo2. then we goes..ohhhh...patutla..

shit2!!

ps: sori ye damansara dan sekeliling. sick n and tired of damansara. xpsal2 kne.haha..len kali bwk smart tag lahhhh ;)

what a prince hev done to me?

i never thought jake culd be so buff and hot!!

wif the dagger and everthing is perfecto

reese witherspoon is well..i say, rugi2..

i always knew he culd b way better spider man and all the super heroes

but oh well..not his luck at dat time..

but seriously..

prince of persia is a movie u dun wanna miss!!

the princess is hot as well..they shud be together..haha

i remember when i watched him in the day after tmrw..

nah..he's not dat buff tho he is born wif extra cuteness!!

and oh..bubble boy!!

ahaha..funny movie. he was young at dat time..

here comes a new crush!!

haha..again..

yes. before the movie started we wanted to buy smthn.

then i saw dis guy when we were on escalators..

me: adik, cube ko tgk dat guy..ensem gk..

adik: eh..aq rse tu membe ko la..

me: errr..yeah!! omg!! xperasan la plak..(cpt2 sorok muke)

adik: bodo, membe sndri xknal..

me: shut up!!

but of course im not gonna tell who de guy was..

so embarassing..

i like his style for some reason..

but he's too skinny..idl..

but hey..who noes..he culd bcome buff soon!!

carnations

finally i found the background dat i loike!!

okay, not dat actually im looking but i juz viewing my frens blog then saw dis web.

shabby.com

then i checked through it, i saw dis cute background

after surveying hundreds times

and keep looking

i found the right one

flowers design dis time!!

yipee!!

carnations!!

i always love carnation

roses are juz common

like everybody loves roses

i dun like common

i like carnations

so sweet!

got pink, cream, white and light orange!!

they are so adorably beautiful!!

i like the pink ones!!

i noe its a wedding bouquet

but i juz want to keep it

even im not married yet!!

hahaaa..

plus the fact dat i dun even noe if im ever allergic to flowers cuz i never got one before..

but i juz can wish...