Wednesday, April 27, 2011

If you could see my hair right now. super duper messy. akibat dari input yg diterima pd hari ini dr pukul 9-5. i was so restless, everytime. and keep thinking about the breaks. and i wanted to pee. it was really cold. i'm sure its -ve something. haha. but really.

and we ate the candy, too much i tink im goin to get a diabetes soon. urgghhhh. but it was so tiring and cold and boring. but overall, the food was awesome! there's breakfast, tea @ 11 am, then lunch @ 1 pm. omg. see the time. and we still ate. rezeki jgn ditolak weii..kenyang giler.

btw, i attend this talk. nk cri tempat tu dah la payah. sesat. last2 naik teksi, itu pun lepas dah berpeluh-peluh. jauh kot ampang park ngn holiday villa. agak ah. long story. actually dekat je pown. salah direction.

jap g nk lepak ngn cha lg. mkn lg. oke. xyh la. minum je sudah.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Ketidaksabaran


OMG! best gak tinggal berdua je. x leh blah, balik umh sebab nk gune mesin basuh je. takde duit nk beli token kt sini (ye, mesin basuh kt kolej gune token rm 3). and ofkos, malas gile babs nk bsh tngn and and watpe nk membazir. gune kan je kemudahan yg ade :P

ohhh, before that g beli mee goreng and burger. sedap gak. not bad. share ah. aku dah pokai kot. then rara g explore dapur, tetibe.. "ti, sweet giler parents kau!!" lahhh. kau apesal plak? yela. parents aku mmg sweet dow. aku cm speechless. actually dapur tu mmg lengkap giler. tinggal nk bwk periuk belanga je. tu yg rara terharu tuuuu..dan excited. tak sabar nk masak. hahahaha!!

then nth la! cm best giler. borak2. pasal kawen, bf dan persiapan perkahwinan!! wahhhh! aku plak yg excited. padahal yg nk kawen sape. lol. ok tina, sila bwk bersabar. anda bukan sekarang. byk lg giler aku nk achieve! hahhaaaa!!

so conclusion nye. aku tak sabar tak sabar tak sabar!! cepat lah abs bulan 4.


Friday, April 22, 2011

Housemate

hey peeps!

ni entry syok berdua-duaan je ye. len xyah la sebok. errrr..

halamak! x sabar dow nk ber-housemate! da la ngn best friend! gegar weh rumah tu. sehari x jerit sesame x sah. jap! tu bukan jerit. tu mmg cre kami berkomunikasi dgn lebih efektif. ade satu hari aku dok ckp slow ah, lemah-lembut..skali rara " ape ti?? x dgr lah! "

"ape masalah kau? aku ckp kuat kau kate aku jerit, ni aku ckp bebaik,kau x dgr..ey kau ni "
so terpakse la ulang suare. ceh, cam PA system.

yang penting kau masak. len kasi aku setel. wah, kau kan chef aku. yela, fine ajar la aku msk skali. aku teringin nk masak yg susah2 skit. western reti la nokkkkkk! hahahaaa!! poyo. asam pedas tu penting, kang dia blk nk rse. nt aku fail dow!

yg plng excited nk angkut periuk belanga dan sgl bawang, kentang, garam, gula, nth ape lg. pastu nk wat house party! eh, silap. house warming! ni lg syok. rara nk msk cm kenduri. seyes. aku dgr cm penat. tapi rara suke so, oke la kot. dgn rela hati aku izinkan. mama pown x taw nk ckp ape dahhh...gasak korg la. yes yes yes!!

oh bahagia weh. chop! asal kau ckp cm pengantin baru? yeke? mne ade! aku cm happy tp sedih kot. ambivalent weh. yela. dia stay ngn aku smpai june. tu termasuk waktu dating ah tu. huhu~ nasib baik housemate, at least dpt la tgk muke kau, gado ngn kau, merajuk ngn kau, main masak2 sume..hahaha

well, at least aku x yah la nk terperap dlm hostel ni je. boleh la jmp jiran2 lain. borak ngn acik depan, beli jajan kt umh sebelah ke..tetibe rindu dok umh flat. sebab jejiran kt umh aku skg cm, oke. aku xde jiran sgt la. org yg aktif bersosial hanya ayah dan adik shj. membe aku mmg jauh skit la. cm umh dia down the hill..and ade yg kt tmn lain. so cm blk layan astro lg best! nasib baik aku oke je tgk siaran ulangan *smpai hafal skrip* bile diorg cuti2 uni, boleh la meronggeng.

ermmmm, so skg ni tunggu ah smpai abs bulan 4.

mood: tak sabar! :)

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Happy


Yg ni post semalam. tulis arini sebab, semalam penat. tak larat. dan mengantuk giler2.

so tulis skg ah. tp cite semalam punye.

we can finally see each other in the eyes, and smile! omg! like seriously happy giler. ok. at least i'm happy. maybe kite sorg je yg happy? hehe~

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Post penghargaan


So ade org tnye aku, pesal aku wat blog. dah la xde org komen nk wat gak. haha. senang dow. first, suke ati lah! second, i guess i'm a sentimental person kot.

mama asyik soh kemas almari yg kt kolej ni, dan segala bnd lah. *almari kt umh pown cm tongkang pecah*. bukak2 je almari, pkr2..nk buang ape. xde bnd nk buang. more to tak boleh buang. even baju tu cm x kene ngn style skg. susah dow nk buang bnd x pkai ni. sume cm pkai. tp kdg2 rse semak nk buang pastu pkr 100 kali, xjd buang. agak lme utk aku membuang brg. cm bnd comel2 lg lah aku tak buang, even x taw function bnd tu, aku simpan gak. mmg penyimpan aku ni. heh.

ouh, one more thing. i just want to say thank you ayah!

ayah, thanx for everything. kan dah ade kete. xyh la beli baru lg. pkai je yg lme.
ayah, thanx for slalu check kan engine kete. nk harap tina mmg lah tak. taw start kete, hit the pedal. tu je. tp skg dah taw! yeay!
ayah, thanx for byk2 bersabar. sbb ade ank yg degil, xdgr ckp, suke melawan (igt terer sgt)
lagi lagi
ayah thanx sbb subscribe kan channel 710, 711. bermakne skit. sbb ade glee kt star world. heh.
ayah, thanx sbb byk bg nasihat utk anak gadis yg bwk kete sorg2. huhu..dah la malam plak tu.
ayah thanx sbb you never disappointed me!

see, i want to marry a guy just like my dad! and for mama, thanx for the full tank, again. cm taw2 je aku xde duit nk isi minyak. heh.


Friday, April 15, 2011


Good luck for your games! have fun! try not to break or sprain anything. We both been busy, but its ok. we'll find some time. right? right? ok. maybe not. heh. T____T

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Tonight

hello peeps. first thing first. skype not responding. heh. :(

bru lepas blk supper wif belinda, my roomate and one of my bestie. yup. if she can live wif me for 3 years, consider that awesome.

right now, i miss you. but i'm sure your not. kan kan?

so wassup? takde pape. just thought nk kuar mkn ngn rara and waited for her in her room and fell asleep. -__- she came back from work and i well...told her i'm hungry since i didn't had my lunch and dinner yet. just had a hotdog bun and a nescafe mocha. it already digested. anyhoo, she asked me to come with her and have supper or something..then i asked, "dgn sape?" she said, " spe lg?"
"oh, ur bf..". "ti, faster get ready, he's on his way.."

ok. i'm gettin ready. to be honest, i just want to spend my supper wif rara. not me, rara and her bf. then thank God, my rooomie's back. so i told rara.."ra, i'm sorry. tak nak kacau kau ngn bf. aku g ngn belle, see u at work tmrw.." then, of course.rara would say..its okay..bla bla bla..tp its me. aku tak biasa la weh..like segan giler..so its okay. maybe next time.

i'm okay with it. come on, ur my best friend. i'm happy for you. tapi, next time..girls day out.no boyfie. or even boys.

ps: sometimes i'm a person who enjoy table for two. no more threesome.

Whole lot things


There's really a lot of things a i wanna write. but there's you and rara so yeah, xyh la tulis2 sgt. skype kan ade. aha!

thank you ayah, mama! kereta. full tank! i loike! eh, i love! oke. setelah merajuk, menjerit, meluahkan ketidakpuasaan, explain bnd yg sme berulang kali, merajuk semula, letak, campak, tidak layan panggilan telefon. huh! eh, bukan psal full tank or not. tp pasal kereta di ambil alih oleh saya, maka di bwh pengawasan saya. ayah risau. konon. ayah, i'm 21. esok nk kawen dah! bak la kereta kebal tuh. tak ckp pown cmni. actually, xyh ckp. diam dan mogok.heh. jgn contohi perangai ni. ni anak gedik. mengade2. bajet bongsu.

ayah, jgn la risau. i can take care. i got rara. it's ok. i'll be fine. walaupun selalu giler merajuk ngn rara. ehemm ade la sebab2 merajuk tuh. selalu nye, ditinggalkan.huhuu..sedihhhhhhhhh. dan takut. last time kne tinggal, ade org nk fly. like omg, why is everyone leaving? yes. dude, i cried my lungs out.


dude, i am very happy. but scared. it will be when i'm graduating, i'm sitting for my final, when you come back and when rara's wedding. you come back and fly again. again? i really don't know what to say later, what to feel, what to do. i do awkward things. i'm scared.

you are by far, the most coolest dude i've ever met. i'm lucky am i? ok. perasan. haha.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Adam Young & Taylor Swift- Enchanted


They are so cute together! its Adam and Taylor! oh btw, he is the Owl City guy. yea, u know that songs..Vanilla twilight, and Hot air balloon. and everybody know who is Taylor Swift right? Can you believed it? he wrote a song for her! like a replied to her song- Enchanted. its awesome.

Taylor Swift and Adam Young
^__^


The letter that Adam Young wrote to Taylor!!

Enchanted by Adam Young (a reply to Taylor's song- Enchanted)

There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you


Your eyes whispered “have we met?”
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it’s way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too


This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too


The lingering question kept me up
2AM, who do you love?
I wondered till I’m wide awake
Now I’m pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I’d open up and you would say,
Hey it was enchanting to meet you
Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too


This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too


This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you too


Please don’t be in love with someone else
Please don’t have somebody waiting on you
Please don’t be in love with someone else
Please don’t have somebody waiting on you


This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew


This night is flawless, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
Taylor I’ll spend my whole life wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too


I was never in love with someone else
I never had somebody waiting on me
‘Cause you were all of my dreams come true
And I just wish you knew
Taylor I was so in love with you.



Parallel lines and the other lines




Sometimes i just wish we're like parallel lines. not the thing that we have in common. its that we never met, even though we are walking on the same path.

but somehow we're like that every other pair of lines, we met once and then drifts apart, forever.

and i think that is really sad, because every other time..i do think of you, and everything else in between. i don't know what am i suppose to feel.

but it's funny, sometimes in my dream..or i thought that you would text me, "i missed you". but it never happened, forever. i want to do that too, but i can't. i'm afraid.

it felt so weird that we always meet and i thought we could have the conversation we used to, but then again it stop me.

i could never look at you in the eye again. i am so sorry.

Monday, April 4, 2011


I didn't talk to u . but i wished, u would have talk to me.
Now we are strangers.

Friday, April 1, 2011

Too




too tired to write.

too sleepy to think. until next morning.

too happy to have a plotting or blair waldorfing.

too confuse to care about you.

really. im confused. so i've decided to just let it be. whatever happened for a reason.

you happy with your life. and i have friends to make my day better.

so me no worries.

i really hope you'll be happy. eventhough i always have my best memories with you.

it's okay. we're moving on.