Wednesday, December 30, 2009


hehehehhe..*wide smile*
da beli hp bru!!
samsung corby!! romantic pink..
later i show k.. in fon lme..beli la corby..
go wif my sis n dad..haha..mst kne ade ayah..beliau taw nk dpt kasik kurg sket..hahaha..
da la apek yg jual tu pown cute gilos.
ermm..thanx azza n hanani for ur comment..i'll comment u back lah.

haa..nk taw x..
ade sorg junior kt kolej aq stay kt cj..wohoooo..ku tdk keseorangan..
cmni kisahnye..

"asilah tnggl mne?"
"kt cheras"
"cheras kt mne?"
"kt cheras jaya"
"hah? balakong?"
"balakong. npe senior pon taw ke tmpt tu?"
"hoho..mst la taw..kte pon tnggl sne"
"asilah fasa bpe?"
"fasa 1"
"kte fasa 5"
"oh bestlah..nt boleh blk sme2 kn"(senior yg excited)

so nk dijdkn cerita. asilah rpenye skool kt cj smpai form5, mmg knal la ngn cousin aq yg skool sne gk..
me..? dye xknal la..cuz form4 aq da blah g teknik..
sonok dpt jmp owg jejak kasih..hahaha..

oh ye..psal fon bru en..mmg sedey mse trade in tu..kte ni kn owg miskin..xpe..da keje nt aq nk bli byk bende..hehehe..hope will happened soon..xlme lg da..nk graduate da ni..cewaahhhh..

p/s: new year aq wt night shift!! da jgn ajk aq kuar plak. wt sedey je..huhuhu..

Monday, December 28, 2009


cube tgk kt belah kanan pge aq..
best x..?
best kn..
well..boring2..xde keje..cmni la..
update blog ngn nth pape pics..hahaha..
xde la..
tu actually..
my favorite guy, girl band n boy band..!!
ade byk tp hehe..penat aq nk wt nih..
credit goes to photoscape!!
wifi pon cm best jek..ape lg..ku upload byk2 pics..
pastu combine2..jd la cmtu..

yg mne satu plng ssh nk decide..?
possible bf tu lah..
hhaha..berangan je keje aq kn..
tp mmg ssh..mungkin ku akn update yg lg ensem..?
actually before kibum, nk letak gdragon cm cuteeeee sgt..
nt owg amk..isshhh xley2..
pastu nk letak aq ske rambut ngn body dye je (the way he dance k..)
yg pasti aq xtpkr pon nk letak daesung!! hahaha..cian dye..
lee min ho first!! woot2!!
k la..korg mst ta knl en..nth spe si datyn ni dok membebel..
yg first 3 kotak tuh..
sbb aq xtaw kiri ke start from grey pic ye..
1. lee min ho (boys over flowers)
2. lee hong ki (ft island)
3. lee seung gi
4. TOP (big bang)
5.kibum (super junior)

mmg pilihan yg sukar..hmmm..

pasal boy band tuh..mst korg tnye npe aq xmnt DBSK..?
nth aq xbrape juz mnt kt max je..
tp yg pntg..dr dulu smpai skg aq mnt kt super junior!!
jambu beb!! hahahhaa..
tp mak aq mst xsetuju..sbb diowg mke cm pompuan..(mak aq nye opinion)
kalo big bang lak..mmg mnt abs..
tp bpk aq plak xsetuju..lagu nth pape..nk ckp,ckp..nk nyanyi,nyanyi ler..(bpk nye opinion)
hisshhh..xmembantu..xkn nk dgr jer..hehehe..

girls band plak..xde mslh mmg mnt gler2..ngn 2NE1 tuh..
lgu diowg perghh...CL ngn minzy nye lgu..please don't go mmg sedap didengar..hahaha..
brown eyed girls mmg sexy lgu abracadabra pon bley thn..
tp en..f(x) tuh aq igt dak2 same umur ngn kite2 hampeh..junior tuh..
bdk bwh umur..hahaha..rse cm dgr lgu hannah montana pon ade..sedap gk sebenarnye..
SNSD huh..xyh cite la..GEE mmg best!! bak kate membe aq..lgu bdk gedik..eleh..dye jeles xpe truskan mendengar..gee gee..gee..

overall..sume org yg nominated td tuh mmg best..lawak..ensem..kiut..hahaa..
korg kalo xtaw psl kpop mst boring je bce post aq yg nih..
tp xpe..amk2 la taw..bergune nt..(pe kne plak..?)

p/s: tolong men2 ngn ikan2 ku~~thanx.xoxo.

tears and goodbye

yesterday there was dis grandma died in my ward...
so sad.. T______T
how she died..?
she got septicemia..
dat means the blood got bacteria or toxins..

what i did..?
i helped staff resuscitate the patient..push the emergency trolley and all..
ambu bag..suction..everything was so fast and i stood there..shocked..
but i helped staff passed the things they need..well since im still a student n there's a lot to learn..
but i got to tell u something..i feel lyke working in trauma or emergency dept will be exciting ryte..
adrenaline..chaotic..savin life..quick action..think fast..
i tink i like all dat..the reaction..

but after dat..everythng failed..its her tyme to go..
but i got the feelin dat she will not stay long though..
her blood pressure can't be detect..
urine output low..
saturation of oxygen is totally low..
everybody said so..she got DIL issue nway..
so i guess her daughters aware of it..

they were there when we do the resuscitation..
they cried..then the son came...he cried..
their relative cried..
made us want to cry tooo..
cuz we nurse the patient..
goodbye popo..
may u rest in peace..

Saturday, December 26, 2009


siapakah namja itu..?
*namja- lelaki dlm bhs korea*

blk dr keje..on fb..
tbe je aq nmpk kt live feed tuh.
"CAM CUN JERK!" to datyn..huhuhu..

ape kes nih..???
yela nth2 aq perasan..mne taw dye ade membe len nme datyn aq ni kn spy hebat..
so aq tgk profile dye..ade 2 org membe je beb..
cre dye spell nme aq pown cm btol en..

da la xslalu on9 fb..tbe je tego owg cmtu..
ish..xske r..
ok la..nme dye lukman hakim..nth laki mne nth..membe kpd siape nth..
dlu dye approve je la..ckp la thanx kn..
pastu da bbrp bulan xon9..tbe xde angin ribut kencang on9..
da la xreti nk tagged owg..nth pape je..
poyo jep mamat tuh kn..

kpd encik lukman hakim..
kalo tbe2 tergerak aty nk tgk blog stalker..
silakn la ye..
tp nk bgtaw xske owg yg nth pape cm encik nih..
xkesa la nk ckp sy perasan ke ape ke..wtever la..
but its my name written there..its my right..
ishhh..btol2 xske r..
his words..seem not ryte..

ahha..dis kind of person really...
one day if he gonna ask him..
which i already comment on his status..
kalo dye tuh..
poyo sungguh mamat tuh..
benci ah..grrr..

Friday, December 25, 2009

story on xmas

juz come back from work!!
hev to work on xmas. nurse maa..if cuti then who want to look after my popo n ah kong..?
i dun mind either..
i got my leave before dat..
n n
im doin night shift on new years eve..
dun mind either..cuz i hev nobody to celebrate with..hahhaa..

juz now at a lot of thngs to little time le..
luckily the staff willingly to supervise me..hee..
cuz dat i believe determination is very important..
once u set the thngs u want, sure u will get one..
one way or another..
determination..!! yeah!!

n yesterday on fb..
i took a lot of quiz..
n one of them is.."why r u still single"
my ans..dat i got is not in the mood!!
well but maybe true..its juz dat im not really looking..
since dat guy i like is not here n n..i tink he juz tink dat im his lil
but nvm lah..i really look up to him..idk..cuz he's smart n funny..?
he's juz calm..haha..
not like me..everyhtn oso kan cheong one..hhahahaha..
well my fren oso said dat i already close my heart to another person le..
maybe la..he tried so hard i could barely see him there, stood there..
but he's not wish him the best in his life..

Thursday, December 24, 2009

kakak, adik dan telefon.

percaye atau tidak..its been quite a long tyme dat i didn't insert my atm card in the atm machine!!
wohoooo!! improvement. hahahha..
i've been saving..nk kawen nt. lol..=p

no actually..nk bli hp bru..
hahhaa..but do not tell dis to my dad..
he said i membazir n bla bla..
but but how come my sis got 2 fon..both wif camera..well atleast if ade 2 fon kn..ppl usually yg cikai punye..but she...arghhh..i want one too..better than her..ofkos.
so i had dis deal wif my mom..since my dad dun want to buy the fon sesenang hati jer..i made a lil deal...wt la made deal wif parents..=p
dis is idk..hahhaa..

came up wif dis idea..if i achieve gud result for my mom goin to pay half of the fon price..well mayb including the accessory lah how..? bijaksana x..?
the point is..when i want somethn..i usually mean way or another..hah..
n n dis month punye allowance pown cm byk jer..since our cafeteria been shut for awhile..
skg da open blk..kalo x mati da aq skg nih..poket kering r..mane bley..hahhaa..
i already told my dad dat..u got 3 daughters very concern of wt my sis got n i didn't..
im very jealous of my sis huh..?
but wtever lah..i still got better fon then her nway..hhahaa..
tulah..nk membebel jp..

model oren

i hev dis new fmly member to introduce to u all..
she's my niece..she's goin 7 next year. her name is nur farzana izzati bt ahmad fitri.
i really love her. even she noty to me..sometimes.
she really2 cute. y my sis never send her for casting..haisshhh..
she loves to play ps2 n psp. she noe how to speak english quite well. she noe how to surf internet. sort of. she loves ikea. dunoe y. she talks dis much..she's smart. but she too cute..u couldn't resist ryte..? lil sis capture dis
i mean we really got dis gene dun b jealous lah..hahaha..
juz check out the pic k..

p/s: i miss u lah!!

Saturday, December 19, 2009

im back!!

hey yo!!
long time no write..sorry2!!

urm..guess what..??
i finished my exams..with all the hard work..n sacrifices( xley mkn megi~~)
n entering sem 4 with fresh start..well lets hope for it..
during sem 3..i learned a lot of thngs..n made whole bunch of crazee frens..(they really cracked me up sometimes =)
i liked it..

i liked everything i have..
i want them more..
n more to come..
n pleased me..

the last paper that we studied was cvs..n not juz me but my grup girls really work it out not to fail.
me, anis, shu, maera, diana and wah had a really fun time studying the topics!!!
wee~~crazee ler..n slept at 3am.

there were the days when cafeteria was shut down due to some painting and cleaning, so, we got to eat out..anywhere u want..
luckily..maera and anis pangkor's frens help us a lot.
bring us eat outside..hehe..kamsamida..
n i met dis guy name meon.
really dun noe wt is his real name..they all juz called him i juz..u noe..follow em..
he was real funny guy..i can't stop laughing when i tink bout his jokes!!
i guess dis kind of guy cracks me everytime..
he got dis nerd looks but looks can be deceiving..=)
nway, i hope we can meet again..really made my day..hahahahaha..